Disappearing trick 12.03.04 02:32

The Travel Book by LonelyPlanet. Its pages fill my heart with sweet longing and bright sunshine.

I meet people here that make me feel warm inside. I wish for that everywhere I wander.

There are many feelings. The one I like best is a pentatonic scale with sunlight streaming through its translucence. The feeling opens my heart and clears my mind. The only way for me to exist happily is with a feeling that does this to me.

The one I like least is the fear that if I choose to escape from my family, I will be unable to support myself financially. Is this a myth that I've been made to believe? Perhaps I will be okay either way. I should go where my heart wants.

There are still ties that I cannot break just yet. Some things that I still want back before I break up with the family.

Can you feel the abyss between us? Can you feel the impending quake that will carve the ground upon which we stand and separate us forever?